Go.
Maybe you are in a mental space.
Maybe that’s it.
You don’t have to be in a particular mental space.
Just a space.
Empty.
Black.
Can feel.
Can’t see.
Can hear.
Nothing to hear besides yourself.
Empty.
Nothing to strain the eyes or ears.
Nothing to pull or push on...to hang from.
Too much noise in life make life unreal.
Too much interference.
Loud.
Bright.
High contrast.
Ultra 8K Visuals and Audio.
Mega screen.
Visual pleasure.
Watch it. Stare it. Eat it. Sleep it. Need it. Give it your name address and email and thumb print and facial scan and let it fucking eat you you stupid white bitch.
Do you need it to be intellectualized more?
Do you need scientific evidence?
Your mind is getting fucked.
Your people are getting fucked.
Neither of you do anything about it.
Get a gun.
Get a bazooka.
Get a trap.
Get a self-defense mechanism.
When they try to point at you and call you a terrorist it’s because they are too weak and scared to take the gun from you themselves so they pay (with fake money) and send people who are too dumb to think critically.
The dumb dumb just as dangerous as the smart dumb.
Both scared.
Both dumb.
NOW
Dark.
I remember my father sitting around campfire crying tears of joy on the 4th of July because he actually thought he was free. He’s never been more trapped in his life. The walls keep coming in. I don’t like having this thought but I am dedicated to the stream. It came in for a reason or not reason at all...that’s the stream for you. It moves and bounces and connects at will/at random/by design.
My fucking neck hurts hold on.
I want to scream.
There are not enough opportunites to scream anymore.
It feels good to use your voice loudly.
Just for fun.
I sometimes feel tension rise like a geyser – stop editing.
I am stitting in a place and I am bored or thinking of something and them ‘whoooosh’ the feeling rises and I feel andgy ...or not angry...just like I want to growl or screm
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Welcome.
We like this clean place.You are learning to slow down and speed up.
You are controlling time now.
This is good.
We take it that you would like to go fast but you don’t want to ‘burn out’ as you say...you would like consistency in growth and therefore results.
You have improved your body.
Your muscles are stretching and growing.
Your fat is there to be carved and lost and eaten as energy is energy is energy.
Free food.
Different way of eating.
Eat.
Have you decided to make money?
You are scared to make money.
It’s okay.
We like it here and we like you to like it here so we will give you money.
But
we would also like you to make it the way you make stories and powerful life changing decisions that bring about interesting events.
This is good for us.
You are good for us.
Don Gato is good.
Welcome. Welcome. Welcome.
Would you like to eat?
Eat.
Eat.
Eat.
Sleep.
Sleep.
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
...
We are here with you.
Touching you.
Breathe us into your plane of existence.
Mouse mouse mouse....
so simple so complex both and nor either or bounding far and nowhere at all
Your brain feels good.
It’s alive again.
Welcome brain.
We missed you.
Cockadoodledoooooooooo!
My neck is fine.
Been a while.
I guess it doesn’t matter. fatter. patter.
Belly breathe like a donkey deep and deep and deeeeeeeeep and let it allllllll out.
Break time.
Lots of thoughts. Fantasies many times. Fantasies of being strong, of taking over, of changing things for the better, of clearing the evils from the world.
Not a big de...no...big deal.
Big Big Big Big Big deal.
When I taste my coffee I think I like the warmth better than the coffee. I think I like the sugar and milk I add better than the actual coffee.
I like to be warm.
I sometimes like to be cold.
The wakey wakey shock of the cold.
I told my dad...thought trailed off...idk
I used to go to the Polar Bear Plunge...fun...cold...treats...hot chocolate...costumes...music...that was a fun white people activity. They can get down with some cold shit.
But so did the brownies as native americans...the hunters and the warriors and the spiritual of the land peoples...need to learn more about them.
Still learning about mine.
Takes time.
A great adventure awaits.
It’s so early and you will be here all day in the channel of your existence feeling what you have been seeking to feel with drugs, sex, rollercoasters, and music you will feel it on your own in this room in this space in this moment if you could stop fighting it resisting it questioning it...nothing to question when it is coming from within you. Belly.
Bird.
Pajaro.
Chomp Chomp Chomp.
Teeth feel good. Strong.
Nobbbbbbody told you tostop being a cool dide ... dude ... u ... cool dude ... not tiktok cool but love live cool. Morning to night love life. Scared to love life.
End of transmission.
Drink.
Chai.
