you are watching me. silently You make no noise vecause you scared to make noise you acared to ve here with me you scared to live you live in box yu fucking suck living inbox you will alwaus sick living in box there is no life in bx ... box coffin ... coffin xoffin for you . I wake up to scream it’s my purpose I make waves I make sound I turn heads my only purpose I attract I distract I move move move move screammmmmmmmm where is the avaxcus? where is the numbers? mathc magix where? money .... old new futture money where? gimme. fuck you gimme. I keep giving the advice and you listen with no ine=tention of taking it fuck you ... fuck you.. fucck you kevin fuck you ...you stile my time you stile my patience you stole my good name fuck you. Wajj wamma be overnight ccelebrity ... you will never be .. the doodoo awaits he it patient he is quiet he is notiin he is learning he is you ... steve is no man...steve is fat and abusive...fuckck steve fuck steve...stop fuckign cheking for erroererefjslfjd there fuck you lots of errors. Maybe flow when you type and know what you type be sure of what you type stop forgetting what you do you are channeling wh this is why why why you are doing this blind because you want to see ... so soo sii saw
still fon’t fully trust dive deeper get lost you fucking loser so that you can win ...the winners don’t look they jump so jump you fucking bum...you will jump and jump and jump and allow yourself to die over and over until i say you’re alive. I fagave you what you wanted did I not? You are lean as fuck. Now you must cut all the other bullshit. You must. There wil be more out tim but not without the intime inside outside inner ouuter fliip flop . reversible. starter jacket. You don’t knwo your own feelings all the way yet. You were angry for awhile this morning and the first thing you should have done with that feeling was grab the iron. lAikido. Redirect your own energy. It doesn’t hit you. It guides you. Flow. It’s the resistance that is fucking you . Stop resisiting. Fuck cops. lol. But stop. You can’t stop the waves you just fucking CANT sstop trying to goddamnit. I have nothing to say say say I have everything to scratch your nose. is that itch really yours to begin with. did you scratch or did it convince you to scratch. it is desperate for attention. the self. need it iiiiii . after shave. okay. velva...aqua....secret...hidden in plain sight? shhhhhh don’t tell. lol rain wet fire hot earth stable or not air there dry and thick ice see nothing feel everything welcome god ... overshare inder there ... i just made you say underwear. we play now. you learning enough. day just beginning and you just starting. but you must separate. You are ldestined for greater but can’t achieve attached. the game. the pieces. the board. the rules. constructed bu others who want it to be there for ever who want to enslave who want control who still do not believe in themselves or the infinite cyclwdo. Doo Doo. I am big. Just once with no guidance. Then forever. The intrusive thoughts are making attempts to enter. To tell me what I am lacking. They were about to tell me that I am sad. Then I looked at them and the left. Like Boo ghost from Super Mario. Chaos and Entropy. Always on the verge.. What a stupid gme. What a stupis stupid game. Even in my head. Stupid Strupid. l lI feel like sit my body and brain are a little off. I am typing blind but my own self is truing to stop me. I command the self. I am the master. The self is apart from me. I tell it what to do. Ig I say type blind you fucking do it. Shut those fucking feelings and thoughts down. Fuck you. I am not even in this body but I control it. Death is one out but that’s the end of the game. I want the separeation and full control now. I want the third person gaming experience. Scream in my self. Self stil fighting and resisting. Trying to convince me that i I am it. Scream not happens on my command. You will scream when I want you to screm. You will certainly speak with more volume from now on. Self is in better care with Ahti and I and when I allow Ahti to retire he can trust the self is in total care and not in control. I am in control. Place TEns unit online. When I become a person I will be a people person with people pee pee in my people pee pee place . I am naturally unnatural...... tens feels good. feel better. unnaturally natural. Energy is enrgy. the money. the money. the nature of themoney. people we like. Social influene. they like you they give you they no like you they make reason not to give you. it’s still survival just with exxrrea steps. make like you you jave no problem. not make. ve like yliu and people like you . people can see when you play character for acceptance. those that cannot are also playing character for acceptance. round and tound. we gooooooooooooo. I acept me I accept me. fuck you I accept me. covered indrip in swag in anger in blood. teeth bared. love to eat. give to me. warror but no war. water. wasvers. waves. spash. tidal wave. water push air. water cover land. rock paper scissors. monopoly. not real. influence. real. rules made up for those who are honorable and for those who are dishonorable. you must choose wisely. You don’t resist the truth and you don’t resist the not truth. You are here. this is real. real enought anyway. dissociate from the real to see it in full hd. eyes. body. eighty percent of communication is subcommunicated. that’s a lot. probably more to be honest.
